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| I´ve got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I´m emptier inside
Tell me what Is this thing that I feel like I´m missing
And why can´t I let go
There´s gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I´m...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well It´s life, but I'm sure... there´s gotta be more
Than wanting more
I´ve got the time and I´m wasting It slowly
Here In this moment I´m half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I´m searching for something that´s missing
There´s gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I´m...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well It´s life, but I'm sure...there´s gotta be more
Than wanting more
Than waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin´ like there´s something I missed..... | | |
| So now I`m lost...I feel alone...I feel isolated I get mad at everything...Im tired of everyone.I don`t wanna try to be a good daughter,sister,friend or a gf anymore cos I finally realized In the end the only person that will ever hear me cry and scream,feel my anger and depressions...see those fuken tears running down my face and feel so bitter Is me. | | |
| There´s gotta be more to life... | | |
| Who ever knew that when we step in the world of love, we would end up handling more than we thought. No girl ever thought it would be so difficult to keep a relationship happy like it was from the start. No girl meant to put herself through pain just for that onze of love. We never knew that love is going to turn out a lesson in life. It didn`t cross our mind that love is making us grow up, making us learn quicker than a blink of an eye. Love caused us to bloom too early, it caused scars on our young vunerable hearts. Yet, ironicly love gave us strength to go on in life. Who knew it takes so much to keep a relationship strong and lasting. One would always think if its true than things will be easier, but once you know you found it, you learn love isn`t easy. Sometimes your being taken for granted. Sometimes you seem so small, so weak. Most times you don`t understand whats going on in his head, but you try anyways. You just want to make him understand your position, but the truth is your position is too much for him to handle. Your love overwelmes him. He thinks your love will always be there, one day he`ll realize what he had, then one day he`ll be in your shoes and he`ll think of you. He`ll understand what you`ve gone through for him. It`s just the matter of time...for him to feel the pain and see the scars. | | |
| What am I suppose to do when I want to just let It go but my feeling aint letting me.Wanting to work things out but the distance kept us apart.It so hard to do but am trying to hold on to whatever there Is right now.Don´t know what you want but as I can see you´re not letting It go either.Don´t know how much longer I can take.It just not the same anymore. | | |
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